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Dec–2020Self-Study #140mirage photos, natal conjunction
Contax EOS 1V

Dec–2020Self-Study #139Carolee: “Then when the city exhausts me I will be, may be, reënchanted by here. That is all, (all?!) I want—reënchantment. It is something I must do myself.”
Contax EOS 1V

Dec–2020Self-Study #138all the things I thought
belonged to someone else like
to be a hungry slut seductress
fuckable doll goddess to
let all of those energies
just run through my body
neither attractive nor innate
but colors alive/dormant
within me
Contax EOS 1V

Nov–2020Self-Study #137pre-election deep anxiety trying to meditate but mostly getting high a glass of wine before bed overwhelming neck pain music all the time
Contax EOS 1V

Oct–2020Self-Study #1362am thursday kissing until my lips were bruised
Contax EOS 1V

Jul–2020Self-Study #133, #134, #135both the mystical and the demonic
Contax EOS 1V

Jul–2020Self-Study #132night shunga, moonstoned twice
Contax EOS 1V

Apr–2020Self-Study #131Day 24

higher & higher
frequencies of destiny
Sony a7R III

Apr–2020Self-Study #130Day 22

“When I was young and studying cinema, there was a saying that I carved deep into my heart, which is, the most personal is the most creative.” 
Sony a7R III

Apr–2020Self-Study #129Day 21

trying to erase the line between
in here/ out there
Sony a7R III
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