Aug–2022Self-Study #188
8/13: phone off veiling private ritualistic performances for one journals Anaïs cleaning sweating heat a little nauseous a little shaky on my legs two espressos HEAT.
Jun–2022Self-Study #186
Bright red lips, backwards cap Pentax UC-1
Jun–2022Self-Study #183, #184, #185
Paris, May & June. I’m letting the flat grow a mess. Clothing all over, unmade bed, old vegetables in the fridge, flies buzzing in and out of the windows left constantly open. Reading Pride and Prejudice. So many men with their bodies full of tattoos. This morning thinking of J. This morning reading wrapped in a duvet. “Bisou!” a girl calls out as she leaves the cafe. The camera shop I pass every morning. The upstairs room I found at the conservatoire, mint green walls and angel wings. Once I dreamed of working in theaters all over the world. Not long ago those dreams made me blush at their broad naivete. And yet, as soon as I brushed them away, they fell into my lap, mine for the taking. Pentax UC-1
Jun–2022Self-Study #182
Burning candles on the nightstand. Changing the sheets. Window self portraits. Pain suisse. Thinking again: The Artist. Everything right now: The Artist. Mamiya C330