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Dec–2025Self-Study #220 Instrument––psychic, body, camera

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Dec–2025Self-Study #219 WINTER WITCH
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Dec–2025Self-Study #218 The continuity of ecstasy! (Anais, of course)

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Nov–2025Self-Study #217 I keep losing my train of thought on the page recently. But I wanted to make my body more central, more primary, the focus & subject & instrument & record, and it seems words are dissolving in that process, loosening. And so be it. Deeper into my body as the vehicle & alter of an ongoing erotic meditation. Curious things are happening & I want more.
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Nov–2025Self-Study #216 long hair prolonged goal oracle and teenage resurrection,
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Nov–2025Self-Study #215 Cherokee
“Grandma music”

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Nov–2025Self-Study #214

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Nov–2025Self-Study #213 A young man in a low buttoned white shirt & silver chains 1 step ahead of me in line buying The Diary of Anaïs Nin.

Lipsticked cigarette on the pavement. The roads wild. Protests? 



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Sep–2025Self-Study #212 The aroma as I left Ojai, car top down, subtly of oranges and October brush? Soft burn. Bliss. Remembering these kinds of adventures and how I used to give myself permission to love them. 
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